Interesting conversation with an interesting stranger

It has been an interesting night.

Thanks to the goddamn coffee that kept me awake for the whole night, gave me awful headache, but it also led me to an interesting conversation.

I have never met anyone so special before, very big-headed yet pleasantly confident in himself; has some kind of anti-humanic yet unique thinking about people and life general; and utterly intelligent – an absolute genius. He made me think about life and where do I really want to see myself in. Why do we need to stay in the box and go by the path? The path that is set by idealism from people. Making ourselves yet another ordinary person? Why cant we forget about those traditional thinking and values, and be more creative and live out of the box? Have I lost my youth energy already..? I think I havent asked enough *why* in my life and hence being constrained and controlled in the path I believe I should belong to – but in fact I dont belong to anywhere. We should start asking why and question the reality – the reality you think you are stuck in, and make some changes. Cos at the end of the day, you are the person to live your life, you do what you want to achieve! I feel very very small after speaking to this person. What am I to you, and to the world? Another ignorant girl on the planet maybe? hmm.. interesting.

First Chinese New Year in Hong Kong in 8 years time, almost forgotten how it is like during this red festvial. I love my family :) and I miss you gor gor!

I look forward to June... to be with you 24/7 my baby netnet xxxx